I'm happy!

Yea, right now, im really contented with my life. everything's being going so well.
but expect for this lump. this goddamn lump in my armpit which keeps coming back. seriously.
ok, its a different armpit now but still? wth. so troublesome. anything involving going to the doctor is troublesome. sigh. hope it goes away naturally this time. i hv phobia for the OT since the other time.

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so last friday. went to one u with nick to watch date night. it was entertaining. i rate it 8/10? something light if u don wanna waste so much time in the cinema:)
after that, headed to Delicious for lunchy lunch.
suddenly he felt like drinking coffee. and he asked me ' how big is the expresso ar? ' and i answered ' should be normal size rite? like the water glass.'
and so he ordered. haha.
when it came...

....... it was this size. LOL. felt so bad for giving wrong info. haha. couldnt stop laughing after that.
now i knw not to order expresso anymore unless its ice blended :D

later on that night, ben wanted to go out, so he suggested we go to the driving range. (the only one who plays golf and loves it more than anything) since there's nowhere else to go, and chun yong is against mamaks. -_- so why not? i've not been to the driving range before. so three of us headed to the Sunway extreme park in 3 seperate cars.

the view from where we're standing to hit the balls. its reli pretty when ur there in real life. getting fresh air and just listening to the sound of the balls being hit by everyone there.
practically just watched them play, and of course was taught how to hit and swing too. but its NOT easy. so... i didnt hv much patience to learn:)

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yeah.. my mum got two free tix. buttt... i can only go with my dad. or she'll be the one going. 2 person to a concert, quite sad rite.. if only theres one more:) i hv a feeling i'll be the one going in the end. wheee. first ever english language concert!

i still remember the days where i used to sit on the swing in the garden, plucking flowers that way together with my cousins. now we're all grown up. gosh!

i was thinking, how strong must the rship be or how close must u be with the other person in order to pull through all those hard times together. hard times like, when there's less time spent with each other and also not being able to talk as often anymore. he can be so perfect, the most caring person.and treat u like his everything. but in the end, all it takes is just one small problem. and its goodbye for good? maybe we're still young. haha.. oh well.:)

i love my phone:)

YOU will always be the first.
person i think of when i'm lonely.
what we used to have was life changing.
you were everything wrapped in a package.
that was all in the past.
and it will only remain as memories.
but really awesome memories:)
am glad we are still so close, as friends.





















and this is now. the present.
i chose this path.
fortunately, with no regrets.
im happy now too, different happy.
still trying my best to open up to u like i did before though.
trying to find my comfort zone.
amazing how different people can affect our lives in so many different ways.





















nothing better to post about. haha. too free and lots of crap to think about. so there. :D
i just realised. Pn Poh is one of the best teacher/ tuition teacher i had. her notes are just so easy to understand. the best. i fell in love with chemistry all over again. hehe.

Decisions! HELP.

To go or not to go singapore this sat? all by myself btw. first time ever travelling alone. like its not freaky enough. im suppose to fly there. bus wont be as scary i guess.
if i go. i wont feel lonely. for 3 days. if i dont, i'll be home all by myself from thurs to mon! gawd! that'd be hell!!
sis will be going to singapore to further her studies. she'll probably be there till.. forever? it's happening so fast! now its just gonna be me and my mum here in kl. sigh. thankfully, it's only s'pore.

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I think i sould learn how to appreciate people more. and not just jump to conclusions and assume the worst from them. they're willing to do so much for me but i just get all upset and assume they wont even before i ask or find out anything from them. that's what i do most of the time, sad to say. and almost every time i'm wrong. feel so bad after that.




















love you anyways:)

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can anyone tell me how do i post videos here??? why cant i just copy and paste the link from youtube and post it? Man.

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date night. and iron man 2 will be out SOON! need to watch em! looking for someone to watch it with me now! :)

today i finally signed up for my ielts. oh please let me get 6.5 and above. please please! hehe. it'll cost me another rm550 to retake the damn thing. gosh! just kinda lost confidence after sitting for muet. such a pain just to get into imu. but i knw it's all worth it in the end. hopefully:D

okays. goodnight!

Home Alone!

Yeah. im home all alone once again. so many times last year and this year. based on how im feeling everytime im home alone, i don think i can ever study overseas and live alone without my family for long:) so, i really dont mind just studying locally all 4 years. :D :D

something random. i wonder. why do ants exist? seriously. they are so annoying. all i need is just to leave my eggtart, or cake or whatever food on the table or anywhere at all at home, they'll be all over my food within hours. gawd. whether i stack up stuff and put my food all the way at the top they still manage to get there! geez. even with the water filled bowl they still succeed! :@

p/s: some people come into our lives and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never the same again.

sweet love:)

First of all. HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!! :D

haha. when was the last time i got pranked or played a prank on someone on this day, i cant remember. this year wont be any different im sure.

anyways. today i finally went to metro to pass them my driving license so that i dont have to go to JPJ myself to renew my license on my own. cant believe i'll be able to take down my P soon! wheeee. i guess within that two years, my driving skills improved quite abit compared to when i just started driving. people laughed whenever they see the way i handle the steering :( they still do now, but its not as bad anymore :)

So since its a wednesday today, its american idol day! :D but sad to say, this yr.. the only contestants i like? siobhan and lee. the rest are all...well nothing special. they just dont stand out at all compared to last yr's contestants. gosh. i'll still be following the show either way. lol

btw.
does age matter?
i've been thinking about it all day.
is it wrong to have a girl dating a slightly younger guy.
not to say im years older.
just 6 freaking mths. u know?
sigh. im totally fine with it, of course. he is too.
but.
oh who cares right?
as long as we're both fine with it, shouldnt matter wad others think right.
i hope so. :( this sucks.
or maybe im just overthinking it. as usual.
















i miss them this bunch of people. cant wait to see them again:)

OLAAA! :)

Hello! im back for awhile, after so long. hah!

what have i been up to since the last post? nothing much, really. College is over. seems like its quite some time ago. time flies! sigh.

i've been rotting (not in college OR uni yet) for almost a year now. uni starts on JULY 12th! cant wait to have a normal student life again, seriously! all my friends have been busy with studies and some even in left malaysia to further their studies, how sad! so yea, really cant wait to be on par with them again. hehe:)

since im so damn free everyday. i stay at home, catch up on series. its not even called catching up anymore. haha. all i can look forward to is, comedy hour back to back from 12.30-2 am. :P

and i just realised, its just so awesome to be so free, i can just explore all the hidden stuff in my laptop till anytime in the morning, like looking back at old pics, old conversations. yeah. old convos. those really brings back memories to the exact second. gosh!

Hmm. also not forgetting my first job. in INTI. worked for only one mth tho, too tiring. maybe if i hv friends there i can last longer? no idea. anyways, just got my paycheck today! yay! rm 365 for 9 days! haha. not much but its all hard earned monehh! feels good to just look at the cheque:)

so lets see. since my break started JUNE '09 :

-i had a job
-went for a surgery ( yea sucks)
-got closer to a few people
-took up mandarin classes for a month
-lost someone and met someone new.
-been exercising more than i ever have
-read at least 5 storybooks within a few mths. yea thts alot for me. :)
-did rebonding again in nov.
-oh, and bought a new HOUSE! yes. REAL HOUSE. so happy:)

ok. i guess thats all i can rmb now:)

End of A-levels :(

So, last friday 10th April 2009 was officially the end of my college life in Inti college. the one and a half year programme ended just like that! omg..!! feels as tho this year has just started and its already april now.. woahhh.

Anyways, we had our chemistry mock in the morning and after that, it was picture time. ahaha. started in bio class and we all went down to the front of the building to continue taking lots and lots of pictures, mostly with sie hui's dslr camera (?)

with kanchana and rekaa.



hui xin, kanchana, rekaa, me and pei shian.


us girls with ms irene.

me, amy, ju wenn.

with the new Inti logo. ahahaa. + + x = *. lame right.

sheryl and amy at the back. lol

ju wenn, sheryl, swee vien, amy, and me.

me and ju wenn, with our breaktime buddies. hahaa. chun yong and nick.

me and swee vien!

me and sie hui!

group picture with ms ng and ms irene.

personal favourite. =)

after an hour of taking photos, we left to pyramid for lunch!:) amy, sv, sheryl, sarah, chun yong and nicholas crammed into my tiny car. goshh! the guys were too lazy to take the bus and so happen they're gonna have lunch in Bubba Gump as well so i gave them a lift. ahahaa

food there was awesome and we just sat there till 4pm talking and eating away.

my baked seafood rice. Mmm mmm...

here, no need for us to call the waiters, just change the sign Stop Forrest Stop or Go Forrest Go. :)


after that we went walking around pyramid, and headed to the arcade after tht where they were playing daytona and stuff.

left pyramid at 6pm after a fun and tiring day. :)

=)

wad we do in college everyday. haha

cant believe college is coming to an end soon. in about two weeks. im sure gonna miss it:(

breaktime for ppl not taking physics. so hardworking rite?:) me and ju wenn.


swee vien's crazy hairdo. hahaha

amy and swee vien.

amy, swee vien, sheryl

top L-R: juwenn, sarah, me (dono why i look so sengeted here).

bottom L-R: amy, sweevien, sheryl.

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now let me introduce Button, my aunty's new 3 months old puppy. not so puppy-ish anymore, since she grows so much everytime i see her. she's a toy poodle btw.

take 1

take 2

take 3

this was in january. see how small back then:)

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huggables :)

wad we do everynight now! miss u in person b:(. reli cant waitttt for july to come!

the end of this random post. haha.

P.S. adam lambert is the bomb!! why is he gay????!!

oh and EARTH HOUR is tomorrow! who's taking part???:) save the planet ppl!

Of Subway and Fried Chicken:)

I'm back!:)

today, eventho its a saturday, have to wake up early for college to go for the important 4 HOURS maths replacement class. yeap, 4 freaking hours of maths with only 30 mins break in between. so just imagine.

during the break we decided to head to subway for their breakfast set. all subway lovers should go try. its only RM5.90 for a burger. with turkey ham, tuna, or egg plus coffee, tea or milo! mmmm ;)) how satisfying.

then after class at 12pm, headed back immediately only to receive a call from sie hui later asking to go klang for the yummy fried chicken! was picked up by joel then went back to ss15 to meet up with sv and amy. off we go to klang.

the shop!

joel, sie hui, zhi xin

the long awaited chicken, freshly cooked. mmmmmm

looks goooddd???:)

so in the end i ended up ordering two huge piece of chicken after having subway not long ago. oh nooooo!

and something happened in between my first and second order. whoever who stole my chicken skin................. will get pimples and put on 2kgs. hahaha

swee vien and amy

so we all headed to sie hui's new house after that, excluding sv.

on the way there.

watched you tube, laze around, took pictures with her dslr camera, and finally left at 5 under the blazing hot sun. ahhhh!

till next time! bye.:)

Go Green!!

More pictures from yesterday afternoon when fly fm came.

spot me behind joel!!

vote for komaldeep (?). i think thats her name.

fly fm crew:)

haha, this picture is funny!

So at night i went for the Green evolution concert held in Inti itself.

reached there at 6pm and met up with the rest in their booth.

this was before everyone came.

we were hanging around till 7.30pm till the event started.

rotaracters on duty. selling potato salad and hot dog buns!

some band performing.

gordan and ari's turn to perform!! :) ari's the one playing the guitar.

gordan, who sang HOME, by michael buble.

Mr Sam!


there were many other performances but was just too lazy to take any more pictures.

everything ended at 10.30pm and after that we just stayed back to watch them clean up and stuff.

this was muchhh better than orientation night.:) oh.. and i didnt win the lucky draw again!! arggh! ju wenn, rekaa and joel won themselves something at least:(