I'm happy!

Yea, right now, im really contented with my life. everything's being going so well.
but expect for this lump. this goddamn lump in my armpit which keeps coming back. seriously.
ok, its a different armpit now but still? wth. so troublesome. anything involving going to the doctor is troublesome. sigh. hope it goes away naturally this time. i hv phobia for the OT since the other time.

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so last friday. went to one u with nick to watch date night. it was entertaining. i rate it 8/10? something light if u don wanna waste so much time in the cinema:)
after that, headed to Delicious for lunchy lunch.
suddenly he felt like drinking coffee. and he asked me ' how big is the expresso ar? ' and i answered ' should be normal size rite? like the water glass.'
and so he ordered. haha.
when it came...

....... it was this size. LOL. felt so bad for giving wrong info. haha. couldnt stop laughing after that.
now i knw not to order expresso anymore unless its ice blended :D

later on that night, ben wanted to go out, so he suggested we go to the driving range. (the only one who plays golf and loves it more than anything) since there's nowhere else to go, and chun yong is against mamaks. -_- so why not? i've not been to the driving range before. so three of us headed to the Sunway extreme park in 3 seperate cars.

the view from where we're standing to hit the balls. its reli pretty when ur there in real life. getting fresh air and just listening to the sound of the balls being hit by everyone there.
practically just watched them play, and of course was taught how to hit and swing too. but its NOT easy. so... i didnt hv much patience to learn:)

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yeah.. my mum got two free tix. buttt... i can only go with my dad. or she'll be the one going. 2 person to a concert, quite sad rite.. if only theres one more:) i hv a feeling i'll be the one going in the end. wheee. first ever english language concert!

i still remember the days where i used to sit on the swing in the garden, plucking flowers that way together with my cousins. now we're all grown up. gosh!

i was thinking, how strong must the rship be or how close must u be with the other person in order to pull through all those hard times together. hard times like, when there's less time spent with each other and also not being able to talk as often anymore. he can be so perfect, the most caring person.and treat u like his everything. but in the end, all it takes is just one small problem. and its goodbye for good? maybe we're still young. haha.. oh well.:)

i love my phone:)

YOU will always be the first.
person i think of when i'm lonely.
what we used to have was life changing.
you were everything wrapped in a package.
that was all in the past.
and it will only remain as memories.
but really awesome memories:)
am glad we are still so close, as friends.





















and this is now. the present.
i chose this path.
fortunately, with no regrets.
im happy now too, different happy.
still trying my best to open up to u like i did before though.
trying to find my comfort zone.
amazing how different people can affect our lives in so many different ways.





















nothing better to post about. haha. too free and lots of crap to think about. so there. :D
i just realised. Pn Poh is one of the best teacher/ tuition teacher i had. her notes are just so easy to understand. the best. i fell in love with chemistry all over again. hehe.

Decisions! HELP.

To go or not to go singapore this sat? all by myself btw. first time ever travelling alone. like its not freaky enough. im suppose to fly there. bus wont be as scary i guess.
if i go. i wont feel lonely. for 3 days. if i dont, i'll be home all by myself from thurs to mon! gawd! that'd be hell!!
sis will be going to singapore to further her studies. she'll probably be there till.. forever? it's happening so fast! now its just gonna be me and my mum here in kl. sigh. thankfully, it's only s'pore.

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I think i sould learn how to appreciate people more. and not just jump to conclusions and assume the worst from them. they're willing to do so much for me but i just get all upset and assume they wont even before i ask or find out anything from them. that's what i do most of the time, sad to say. and almost every time i'm wrong. feel so bad after that.




















love you anyways:)

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can anyone tell me how do i post videos here??? why cant i just copy and paste the link from youtube and post it? Man.

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date night. and iron man 2 will be out SOON! need to watch em! looking for someone to watch it with me now! :)

today i finally signed up for my ielts. oh please let me get 6.5 and above. please please! hehe. it'll cost me another rm550 to retake the damn thing. gosh! just kinda lost confidence after sitting for muet. such a pain just to get into imu. but i knw it's all worth it in the end. hopefully:D

okays. goodnight!

Home Alone!

Yeah. im home all alone once again. so many times last year and this year. based on how im feeling everytime im home alone, i don think i can ever study overseas and live alone without my family for long:) so, i really dont mind just studying locally all 4 years. :D :D

something random. i wonder. why do ants exist? seriously. they are so annoying. all i need is just to leave my eggtart, or cake or whatever food on the table or anywhere at all at home, they'll be all over my food within hours. gawd. whether i stack up stuff and put my food all the way at the top they still manage to get there! geez. even with the water filled bowl they still succeed! :@

p/s: some people come into our lives and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never the same again.

sweet love:)

First of all. HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!! :D

haha. when was the last time i got pranked or played a prank on someone on this day, i cant remember. this year wont be any different im sure.

anyways. today i finally went to metro to pass them my driving license so that i dont have to go to JPJ myself to renew my license on my own. cant believe i'll be able to take down my P soon! wheeee. i guess within that two years, my driving skills improved quite abit compared to when i just started driving. people laughed whenever they see the way i handle the steering :( they still do now, but its not as bad anymore :)

So since its a wednesday today, its american idol day! :D but sad to say, this yr.. the only contestants i like? siobhan and lee. the rest are all...well nothing special. they just dont stand out at all compared to last yr's contestants. gosh. i'll still be following the show either way. lol

btw.
does age matter?
i've been thinking about it all day.
is it wrong to have a girl dating a slightly younger guy.
not to say im years older.
just 6 freaking mths. u know?
sigh. im totally fine with it, of course. he is too.
but.
oh who cares right?
as long as we're both fine with it, shouldnt matter wad others think right.
i hope so. :( this sucks.
or maybe im just overthinking it. as usual.
















i miss them this bunch of people. cant wait to see them again:)